Monday, November 9, 2015

Do we have more than we really need ?




It was a normal afternoon as always in my PG. The lunch was already served and the girls were helping themselves with the food. But it was going to be 2 and as obvious, the food from the serving bowls were finishing off pretty fast.

Suddenly this girl came from nowhere with her plate in one hand and holding her phone with her other hand and talking. She quickly put the rice, dal on her plate. Seemed like she was in a hurry to go somewhere. But when she opened the bhindi bowl, she surprisingly found nothing left.

Irritated, she called the lady owner and asked her in frustration about it. The lady very politely said that as it is already late, the bhindi has finished. Well this is not a new kind of situation. Often the food finishes if it is late and you just have to help yourself with whatever is left. But the girl angrily hurled at the lady owner saying they never have food left any day. She was literally pissed off at having just the rice and dal. The lady owner was very calm. She knew nothing can be done, the bhindi can't be cooked again. So she requested the girl to adjust with whatever is left.

Upon hearing her, the girl furiously put more rice and dal on her plate. Everyone assumed that she has made peace with the situation. But something very strange happened after that. The girl took her plate and threw all the food into the dustbin. She went away stomping her feet hard without even caring to wash the dish. Everyone including the lady owner was shocked to see her reaction.

Later in the day, two ladies who do the cleaning also happen to eat over there, unfortunately found not even a single grain left for them.

Thankfully I didn't witness it. My roommate narrated the entire episode. And the whole incident took place while I was resting peacefully in my room. At first I thought that it is just a gossip and better to forget it. This happens almost everywhere. But later in the evening, I realised that this has a deeper meaning behind it.

Suppose the girl wouldn't have wasted that amount of food, then may be the two ladies would have got their fair square of meal. This makes me think that how one part of the world has got so much that they are willing to waste it while the other half is dying for food. People like us who are living in the cities doing job/business have hardly any idea that with what amount of hardship that little piece of grain is coming from the field to our plate.

Ignorantly, we're wasting the food.

We often say to this to ourselves, how come me not eating can make a difference to someone else. There are so many hungry people. I alone even if I want to, can't help them. But mind it !!! One thoughtful mind can make a huge difference to a hungry man's day. We're still unaware that if we don't waste food and only intake as much as we need, then we can feed at least one hungry stomach somewhere in the world.

The above incident can also be termed as a case of sheer arrogance and ego. Wherein, the girl knows that nothing will happen to her even if she wastes the food. She knows where her next meal will be coming from. She forgets the simple price of the food that is on her plate and what it might mean to someone else.

So this leads us to the conclusion that do we have so much more than what we actually need?

If it's really true then it's time that we rethink about it. And as a better human or for the sake of mankind, let's not waste food and water. Food and water is what the humans need basically to survive. Let us think twice before wasting. And if possible donate. Feed the ones who do not have access to food. Believe me, your heart will feel at peace.


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Sunday, October 11, 2015

I don't wanna love anymore until...




I was young and happy, believing that world was simple and nothing can mess around me.
And then came this guy, tall and smart. Taking my breath away. My heart was stolen and every summer I would dream of meeting him and running on the green grass field. He had those twinkling eyes, playful smile and my heart would skip a beat. 
He would take turns to wear the exact same colour shirt which I would wear. But I would never wear pink coz that wouldn't suit him. Thus, black and blue became my favourite and he would look absolutely stunning in them.
The moment he would be out of his house, I would sprint out of my house as if it is some kind of a marathon. He would adjust his hair. But he would know, I would be there, huffing and puffing in his mirror which had "objects in the mirror are closer than they appear" written. Yes, I was close to his heart even when we were so apart. 
Sometimes he would come so close to me, made my heart race so fast. He would say something but everything is so silent around me. I just keep staring at his eyes, they keep dazzling. Why does he give that smile? Makes me wanna hold him tight and never leave him. 
Neither he would say nor I would whisper. it was a love between our eyes, so pure, so innocent yet so intangible. And that became my world, my world of happiness. 

But I never knew summer would end so soon and he would fade away. Neva got a chance to taste his lips. I didn't had the courage and it makes me stand in the pool of tears now. 
I thought that was the end of love, I can never love again. I saw people around me deceiving people in love out of rage and frustration. Yet I had no such feeling in me. I was hollow. I felt no anger, no hope, no love. Everything was a mirage, complete illusion. I had lost my first love...
Then came adolescence. Fickle thoughts, searching for love all around. I found one, had a few lovely moments but I remember none. Coz nothing can overpower the feeling I had the first time.
I lost my last chance of falling in love, I guess.
Yet I look back and realise that I was never in love with the guy itself. I always searched for the first guy in the second guy. Well, that is where I went wrong. But isn't life all about making mistakes and learning from them? And there goes my second mistake. 
Years later, now I have come to realise that even if the first guy would have come in my life, we could never have been together. He was such a different soul, so much different from what I imagined him to be. I have come to my senses. So there it is, my first mistake. 
But I cherish the love which had blossomed in my heart for you. Whatever you're... you'll always be in my heart, you can neva fade away. Or till the next true love comes to my life ( hope so... fingers crossed ;) )
Well it was not him. It was the feeling I had the first time. That love made me write my first book. No matter how much I thank you, it would still be less. Thank you, I feel no more wounded, no remorse, no more hurt. I feel free.
But the first love has become the standard now.
I haven't met any who could make me surpass that powerful feeling. So I feel I can't love anymore, thinking if I can love someone so much more than the first time. It might feel stupid but I want to be in such a state where me being stupid won't hurt me. I can be and only me when I'll be with him. No pretension, no lies. Something so natural that stopping would be against the law of the nature.
I may not go to parties or go for hiking/adventure but I'm weird in my own terms. Being a writer, I'll be weird at times. I don't want someone who will tolerate me but just understand that I will continue to be a crazy girl and I can't be normal back again. 
So until the day, I find that love... I guess I don't wanna love anymore. I would be continuing writing about my first love until my soul fades away :)


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Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Me + Bangalore + my wake up mantra



Heya peeps!!

Writing in the blog after such a long time.
Well, I'm in Bangalore right now. It's a pretty place with cool weather except that the traffic sucks in here.
I haven't been to a lot many places yet but plan to very soon. Due to my new job, I had to shift otherwise I still miss Bhubaneswar. 
Since the time, I have come in here... I encountered so many new things. It can be termed as both good and bad too. 
I'm glad that my whole family came to Bangalore to escort me or else I would have missed them like hell. We had stayed in this hotel named Goyal Residency in Electronic City which was so good. The ambience and food was perfect. I still remember the day we left the hotel, it was pretty gloomy because my family went back to Bhubaneswar and I was literally shattered.  Plus I had developed this very close bond with the staff people in the hotel, lol you won't believe but I bid everyone goodbye while I left. 
The moment I left the hotel door, I felt that this is the beginning of a very tough journey. I had never stayed away from family and now I have to do that on my own terms in a new city on my own income!! Gosh... too many new things at a time.

And then came the first day of my job in Wipro. Electronic City has so many lanes before we would reach the Wipro Gate. I knew the way around but in the middle I somehow lost my way and instead of walking for 250 m, I walked for nearly 2 km to reach my office that day. It surely will be memorable for me forever. I was very nervous as to how the office and team mates would be, more importantly my manager. But gladly, it all went fine. My team mates are pretty good.

And surprisingly I'm making new friends every day. Be it at the bus stop, PG or my new office.
It's lovely to see that there are so many people like me who are new to this city and are also in search of friends just like me. Oh and I also forgot to mention about my roomie in my new PG, Priyanka. She's very sweet, she comes daily from office and asks how my day was, and she keeps talking about what happened to her in her office. No matter how tired we are, we talk and share. And it's lovely to feel that how I quickly I bonded with her within 4-5 days. She is leaving for Chennai this week, and I have asked her to bring some yummy banana chips. Eagerly waiting for her to come back and the chips too. *giggles*
Bangalore has in fact taught me a lot many things, about people, how to tackle situations no matter how hard it is. Moreover I'm becoming more self-dependent. I like it that way. 

The only complain that I have is that I have become completely dried out of my creative juice. I need to renew it. The field in which I am involved right now involves a lot of sitting in front of the desktop and doing monotonous job. I know how much I resent it. But this is just one experience, one feather in my cap. 
I have kind of promised myself that I'll write more often from now on. Because when I was in Bhubaneswar, I had Ritu to share everything with but now, it's all lonely all over again. At times in the office, I just have my copy to share my feelings with. So I kind of have an idea to write in my blog at least twice-thrice a month about anything or everything!!! :D

My wakeup mantra would be start the Dark Soul sequel again. The work has been halted for such a long time, so I better buck up and bring back Tom and Kay in the game. *winks*
I have also started my weekend animation tutorials too (my longtime dream) and random doodles during office. I have also decided to not get upset by small things and maintain a positive energy to reborn my creativity again.
Hoping for many more opportunities to come this year. 


Cheers to many more days of learning and rejoicing!!!


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Saturday, August 15, 2015

SECOND EDITION of Dark Soul back in stores !!!






Dark Soul is back in the bookstores (Crossword, Oxford, Prakash Book Depot) with a brand new cover... :D
Get your copies soon !!!

It was indeed a very happy happy independence day for me :*

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